one of my loves

Kandice Sills

I was around 18 and she was around 15. Don’t quote me on the ages. I ant good with that shit. I loved her and she loved me. She told me one day “we can have sex” but I wasn’t sure if she was just saying that cause she thought she had to keep me or not so I said no. She was amazing so I broke up with her. I could tell she was going places and my life at the time was so unstable I loved her so much I stopped seeing her because I didn’t want my chaos to affect her. We kept in contact via email. She to,d me the only reason she checked her email was to see if I emailed her. One day she stopped responding. I spent years trying to track her down. I thought she was ghosting me. But it turns out she was in a car crash about the same time we lost contact. Found that out when I was close to 40 years old. I still cried.


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