When I was a kid, I guess I talked too much. Teachers used to punish me for talking and my dad would make me stay in my room except for the bathroom or dinner. I’d even talk about me feelings. It wasn’t until I was 19 and I was dating a girl and one day she said to me… and this is verbatim… “you know it’s hard to be around you when you’re sad all the time”. It really stuck with me. Since then I’ve kept my mouth shut unless someone directly asks me about my feelings or my past. What everyone said to me when I was a kid contributed. What she said put the nail in the coffin. I don’t normally name names but it was Brittany LeBaron.
So for yall who don’t know why I’m usually quiet and never talk about myself.. now you know why.
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