I didn’t

I didn’t do anything special for my birthday. Wasn’t cause of the storms or tornadoes. It’s because my birthday is surrounded by death. My birthday is forever tainted. My sister died close to my bday, my dad died 3 days before. My granny died a month before almost on the day. I attempted suicicide a month before then again maybe a week before my bday.

Every time my birthday comes around all I can think of is death. It’s rare I have a “happy birthday”.