Author: twoshadesoff

Only cause it’s Xmas season. When I was around 18 I dated a girl, no first name but her last name was Christmas. She was all about Xmas. We broke up. We worked at the same place. I was young and cocky. Still trying to prove myself to the world. She was a hothead. One…

I ain’t got much to say other than I’m sad and cold. Oh, and I love Alison Krauss, and her song “When You Say Nothing At All” Done

My 2nd dad just died. I loved him to death. He taught me how to drive a stick. He bailed me out of jail. Since I was in 3rd grade he was always there for me. RIP James Rorex, Vietnam vet and a hero.

The moon is big and bright tonight. Kind of reminds me of when I lived in Maui. Wasn’t no “light pollution” so you can see every star, the moon when it’s at its best, and I’ve never seen so many shooting stars. Ain’t got the light like a big city does so you you’re treated…

Last time I was in the hospital you were cleaning my room and you told me about a lady who was talking down to you. She was telling you “you ain’t worth shit, you can’t get a better job, and you can’t even do this job right”. That was definitely fucked up of her and…

got nothing right now. Maybe later.

I’ve spent so many years moving around. My list of people I could call when I’m feeling down is almost 0. In fact, my “go wherever whenever” lifestyle has made it so that whatever relationships I’ve made… they wouldn’t even know if I died. In case you couldn’t tell I’m in a sad mood.

I used to sing Hank Williams Sr to her in the car. She wasn’t even close to southern but she loved it when I did that. Hope you see this post.

It’s always been like this but when I’m walking down the street in the dark, just seeing the streetlights gives me some sort or peace. That glow on the sidewalk or street just gives me some kind of peace. I know. I’m dumb but whatever… fuck off.

I would wait for you to sleep during the day and I’d sneak in and give you roses. You were such a heavy sleeper you didn’t even her the crackling of the plastic surrounding the bouquet. I’d leave them at your feet so you’d see them when you woke up. You almost moved to the…