Author: twoshadesoff

I come from a broken home. Lots of strife and abuse. To this day I wonder how my life would be if the parents had put me and my sister first.

I can’t remember if I’ve posted this before but here it goes anyways. It was the last day of the year in high school. I was in ROTC. Even though our CO said we couldn’t go play war games, we didn’t listen. War games was stuff like “capture the flag” and other crap. I was…

The Trans movement reminds me of something. Trans people are coming out and saying “we’re here” and they’ve gotten so much hate and backlash. It reminds me of the 80’s and 90’s when gay people started becoming public saying “this is who I am”. States made laws against sodomy … aka anal sex. People spread…

It always makes me roll my eye when tv/movies talk about “hacking their mainframe” or other similar shit. Mainframes haven’t existed since the late 80’s early 90s. They took up entire rooms and were huge, and your calculator you used in high school probably had more processing power. Now it’s just servers. Basically a computer…

Couldn’t kill that car. Something would break and I’d fix it. That was back in the carberator days. I could literally open the hood, sit cross legged on the engine and fix whatever was wrong. Thats where Led Zeppelin came in. I’d turn the key a little and blast them while I was fixing whatever.…

I was in 8th grade. I had a girlfriend. I held hands with another girl. That’s the only time I’ve cheated. 100% true.

At what point do you put your own health over the needs of family? That’s a serious question.

They say they’d never change anything from their past I’ve made so many mistakes, there’s allot I’d change. That’s all.

No reason why. I’ve been suffering from clinical depression since my teens. Most ppl don’t know the difference between clinical depression, situational depression, and just “a bad day”. A bad day is when your boss yells at ya. Situational depression is when your parent, or your dog dies. Clinical depression is when no matter how…

I have this weird thing. I never assume someone wants to know anything about me unless they ask. This is my way of sharing even though no one wants to hear it or they don’t care.