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We lost touch. Just know that I loved you since the first time I talked to you. I was just not in a place where I could commit. If you see this, contact me. You’re one of the most amazing, smart, and beautiful women I’ve ever met.

I was told not to say “howdy”. Because some people could confuse it with “howie” which is a word used for white ppl and it’s the equivalent of the N word. I never stopped though. I’m southern. I say howdy and I ain’t gonna let anyone tell me how to speak. Yup… I’m me and…

When I was a kid, I guess I talked too much. Teachers used to punish me for talking and my dad would make me stay in my room except for the bathroom or dinner. I’d even talk about me feelings. It wasn’t until I was 19 and I was dating a girl and one day…

I rarely tell anyone this. Frankly I don’t know why I’m putting it out in the public. I’ve suffered from clinical depression since a kid. I remember when I was 5 years old, hearing a train and wishing I was in front of it so it’d run me over. I’ve attempted suicide twice. Once an…

Not every girlfriend but the last one, I’d have flowers delivered to her work once a week. If I couldn’t get them delivered I’d pick them up myself and put them on the windshield of her car. No matter what she got a bouquet every week. One day she said it kind of made her…

Every gf I’ve lived with I always kissed them while they were sleeping before I went to work. Dunno if they noticed or not cause they were sleeping but I always did. Guys out there…. Do that.

Every girl I’ve dated… my body heat is like a 200 degree furnace. When they’re feet would get cold I’d just put them on my chest or pits and cradle them until her feet were warm. I do stupid shit like that for those I care about.

I was homeless in Tijuana. Literally sleeping in the street. I met the kindest people there. I was sleeping for days outside someone’s house. She brought me something soft to sleep on. She didn’t speak a word of English. The next day she brought me 3 meals. Next day she brought me a few more…

I hope she somehow reads this. I don’t have her number and cant remember her name but she deserves an explanation. She texted me and asked why I was ghosting her. I didn’t respond of course because that’s the point of ghosting. I really liked her but she kept falling asleep during sex. She’s the…

I dated a girl once who wanted me to put my gun to her head during sex. She was kinky as fuck. That’s all.