Author: twoshadesoff

It’s always been like this but when I’m walking down the street in the dark, just seeing the streetlights gives me some sort or peace. That glow on the sidewalk or street just gives me some kind of peace. I know. I’m dumb but whatever… fuck off.

I would wait for you to sleep during the day and I’d sneak in and give you roses. You were such a heavy sleeper you didn’t even her the crackling of the plastic surrounding the bouquet. I’d leave them at your feet so you’d see them when you woke up. You almost moved to the…

I was probably 7 years old or less. I talked allot… the phrase I remembered most was someone telling me to shut up. Our next door neighbor… she lost her husband. They were elderly, and always kind. I don’t know if she was just lonely after losing her husband or if she just liked me…

In Maui it’s illegal to kill a wild chicken. But you can kill it if it’s raised/domesticated. But a wild one can get you jail time. However, you can kill deer any time of year day or night because they’re considered an invasive species. The more you know.

We have been brother and sister since 3rd grade. It makes me sad you don’t want to continue that anymore. Don’t know what else to say other than it feels like a I lost a 2nd sister, even though losing you wasn’t by death like my biological sister… but this kind of hurt more because…

Most people don’t know much about me. I don’t talk about myself much. It’s not that I’m hiding anything, it’s cause I have the mindset “if someone wants to know they’ll ask”. I think it stems from back when I was 19. I used to talk about my feelings allot then one day my girlfriend…

I had a girlfriend. She had some legal issues. Her ex had the same court date every month. He was a very bad guy, and he was huge. She was afraid to go to court by herself because she was afraid he’d attack her in the court garage. So I drove her to court and…

Back in middle and high school I could play Coletrain on my saxophone with perfection. If you don’t know who that is look it up. Couldn’t do it today but back then I could. Thank you for the art you gave the world Coletrain.

Most people don’t understand the difference between “the blues”, situational depression, and clinical depression. I’ve suffered from clinical depression for as long as I can remember. I ain’t sad cause someone stole my cookie. I ain’t sad because I went through a breakup. I’m just sad all the time even “life is perfect”. You wouldn’t…

I was just talking to a friend about Mexicans. I said I’ve never met a Mexican who wasn’t friendly and generous. My friend is Canadian. He said “they’re just Canadians with a tan”. Made me laugh my ass off, but I don’t disagree. They’re as friendly and polite as Canadians but with a better tan…